2, July 2001
Releasing Your Vows of Poverty
a message from Quan Yin
Channeled by Gillian
We will speak to you about the energy of ''poverty consciousness.''
When you speak to another ''I have not enough money'' - whether it is a fact or fiction - you completely downsize your money consciousness. Now, whether you are making this as an excuse or it is a truth, it affects the next frequency of money that was coming toward you. That money screeches to a halt, no matter what format it was in. It turns around and goes the other way because you have given it the high sign, verbally, that it is not welcome.
With each spoken word of such limited thinking, you send the frequency of money hightailing back into the cosmos. All energies and all subatomic particles believe your every word. Your world sees you as God. The molecules of Everything see you as God. They view the truth of you. As a God-unit, they believe your words, your thinkings, your utterings, and your mutterings. You are Commander-in-Chief of All Life.
If it is a breeze that you want, do not push it away with the words, ''There is no wind. ... It is so hot. ... It is so muggy.'' Why not invite the wind in? You just send it hightailing away by your very decrees.
Look at your words about love. ''No one is coming into my life ... No one loves me. ... No one has ever loved me. ... No one ever will love me.'' Why would love enter into such a moat of despair? Why would an entity of such pureness enter into such a toxic park of hopelessness?
Every living thing sees you as God. We can not emphasize that enough. It responds to you. EVERYTHING! If you mail a letter and you have a fear that it will not get to its destination because of some silly human thought, then that is exactly what is going to happen. It is going to go to the Lost Mail Cemetery and bury itself there.
When children write Santa Claus, they know without a doubt that it will reach Jolly Olde St. Nick. They know it with their heart and Soul. They believe with every cell of their body. Why do you no longer believe like that? Why can't you believe that what is in your heart and Soul and your desires is Truth?
Everything models itself after you. Everything. If you would just believe like the child who writes to St. Nicholas, knowing your heart messages will get read by the Universe and not be lost in outer space somewhere - if you would just believe, then everything would be so easy.
Release Your Vows of Poverty
Now, as far as your money awareness and money consciousness is concerned, you must realize that you have all taken ''vows of poverty'' in many lifetimes.
The reason that you took a vow of poverty to begin with was because you were about to embark into a spiritual field or a spiritual endeavor. This could have taken the form of a priest, a holy person, a shaman, a nun, a minister, or any other form.
When you walk into any type of spirituality, automatically all ''vows of poverty'' are reactivated and initiated. In many lifetimes, you believed that to be Godly you must be poor, you must do without. You believed this wholeheartedly, and took a vow of poverty to prove that belief.
Anytime new levels of Light, of energy, of God declarations come to your earth, you automatically step into the DNA remembrance of your vows of poverty. Every time a new, expanded form of awareness comes to humanity, you stop creating money! You have done it over and over and over again. That is the fear of most of you when you walk fully into your spiritual position: that you will not have a cent to your name. You fear you will have to rely upon the good nature of other people to feed you, to clothe you, to give you love offerings or pay penance.
Bringing this to your attention and bringing this to your consciousness is one of the most important steps that we can take, with you. By acknowledging this type of thinking, you can then clear it. This is important. Please heed these words. You have done great damage to yourselves. You expand, you contract, you expand, and then you contract again. Your consciousness is very well equipped to incarnate as a rubber band, because you have practiced so much expansion and contraction. You stretch that rubber band essence of you with great plans of propelling it forward into your world. But it stops - popping you in the head - because you don't let it go.
You are afraid. You are afraid to look forward, you are afraid to move from where you sit in your life, in your relationships, in your jobs, in your judgments.
It is time for you to become fearless. Ask for that energy of fearlessness to dance in your veins, to beat in your heart. Decree, ''I am fearless.''
You Cannot Desire What Is Not Possible
Why do you always think that to move forward you must fail? We have spoken to you before of this. Moving forward feels as failing to you. You feel that you cannot possibly succeed. So of course, what do you do? You command the molecules, and that is what they create. God speaks, and they draw themselves that way. Then you say to others, ''I told you so. I knew it was going to happen. I knew.'' You did not know. You CREATED such an event.
You hold your dreams tightly within your bosom, not letting them breathe, not letting them birth, not letting them out. These dreams are not for self, they are for God, and you are holding them hostage within the fort of limited thinking. They are not for you. They are not for Self. They are for humanity. They are for your solar system. They are for God, and they are asking to come out.
The Universe is not asking you to build a pyramid or asking you to walk on water or asking you to build a bridge from here to Europe. The Universe is not asking you to do the impossible.
You each are laced with ''the possible.'' The intricate details and fine lines and fine threads are possible. You are not formatted with impossibilities.
It is time to remove the ''m'' from impossibilities, and replace it with an ''n.'' All things are in-possibility. Release the ''m'' from yourselves and put an ''n'' in there. Format your world in-possibilities.
It is very important. Until you are emptied out of what you hold in your heart to do, you will not be refilled in the 21st century with the Creator's new dreams for humanity.
Dreaming the New Dream
This will come in different forms for each of you. For some of you, it could come as falling in love, and finally trusting that love. What a terrible job that is to ask you to do. To love someone. For some of you, it will come in the form of a new job or business that you truly enjoy and love. What a terrible thing it is to ask you to love your job, and earn more money.
Anything that lives in your heart can be accomplished. You have to believe it first. Walk into your heart's desire, you cannot procrastinate anymore.
You all walk around with blinders on, playing ''Pin the Tail on the Donkey of My Life.'' You do not know where you are going. You do not know where you have been. You wear the blinders and you try to pin whatever is in front of you, because, since it is there, it must be for me. You trip over yourselves, not knowing what you want to be when you grow up.
Ultimately, what you want to be and what you want to remember is that you come from the heart of the Creator, you are a Divine Child of God. You have the same abilities as the Creator.
You are not a victim on this Earthship. You are each as a compass. A compass has certain directionals. It is time to point yourself in the direction of your heart's desire. Is that so hard for you to see? Cannot you look into your heart and see what it desires? Why are you afraid to allow your heart's desires to be made physical? Are you afraid that your heart will hurt you again? It has done everything for you - it has done nothing against you.
Everything has always been for you. You are all in a magnetic flux. You go around and around and around chasing your tail as does that beautiful spotted dog. It is time to stop running around and move forward. It only takes you believing to make it happen, for you but point your compass in any direction and move toward it with your words.
Fluctuation Is Part of Creation
Just because you move from situation to situation, or heart to heart, or job to job, or state to state, or fear to fear, does not mean you are a bad person. It just means you are confused.
Humanity is programmed to think that they should only have one destination, and no variations from that path. ''If you vary from your path then you are not a responsible person.'' You are not to be one thing. Is God one thing? No. God is a multitude of dimensions, Universes, star systems, galaxies. Multitudes.
You are a multitude as well, a multi-dimensional being. If you fluctuate in your creation, it is okay. When you beat yourself up for what you think is a mistake, you beat up all of humanity for that mistake, not just you. It is as one little blood cell declaring and decreeing to all of the body, ''I am poison, I am bad. I am not a good blood cell.'' What is going to happen from that? That little blood cell will draw to it others that are like and of the same nature, eventually forming a tumor of some type or a blood clot of some type. The goodness will not be magnetized toward that kind of decree.
So when you decree, say out loud, ''I am beautiful. I am perfect. I am truly moving toward my heart's desires.'' Just those words will move you in the direction of the compass of your heart. Stop beating yourself up. Do you think that God sends Himself to His room when He creates something that is not viewed as the highest good? NO! He views that creation, and expands from it. He does not punish himself for what He has done. He does not bring it out everyday to look at it and give himself twenty lashes because of it. He realizes that He created it. It is okay. It is then released, to be formatted into a higher state of being, at the next level of creation.
He does not linger in memory lane. If such a thing were to happen to the Creator, then you would not exist. He would have stopped long before humanity and earth were ever birthed. There are many other existences and star systems that are a million times worse then you - even on your very bad days. Understand. IT IS OKAY. Do not punish yourself for your creations if they appear to fail. They have just outlived their usefulness for the moment. That is all.
You Are a Special Creation
We will end this talk at this time. We have given you much to chew upon and it is not necessarily pleasant. Understand the effect that you have on all things, not just yourself. When you do not love you, you send that screech, just like that little blood cell did, throughout all of existence. When you renew your vows of poverty, you do it for all of humanity.
Understand that you are effecting and affecting everything. You are one drop in an ocean of life. One drop changes the chemical outcome, the chemical balance. Each day when you drop your thinkings, your negatives, your denser droppings, shall we call them, into life - you pollute it. Not just for you, but you pollute it for everyone you love and everyone that you want to love. Be responsible.
Think responsibly. Create responsibly and lovingly. That is the way that you were birthed. You were not thrown together haphazardly. A lot of thought, a lot of love, and a lot of time went into each of you. Each of you. God specializes in each of His creations. Each is created through the heart of the Creator, because He knows all creation is an outpost of self. It is an extension of selves (little self, Higher Self, Soul self).
Your world - every part of it, every person in it - is an extension of who you are and how you create. If you don't like the way it looks, if you don't like the backdrop of it, understand that it was your creation and that it is your responsibility to shift it.
We will leave. We are the Council of Twenty-Two, Pleiadian energy that is in alignment with your highest truth, the brightest possibility of your being, and the deepest love of your essence.