Tom Kenyon, my pankreas, and other holiday stories (Deutsch)

By CC Treadway

One year ago, all of my life plans fell apart. Every. One. I couldn't even make dinner plans I was so scared that they would not work out. So I decided to put all planning and commitments on hold indefinitely while the universe arranged my life. Except for this one plan. And that was to go spend a weekend with Tom Kenyon and the Hathors in Seattle, WA. I had worked with Tom Kenyon's sound magic for a decade but had never gone to any workshops. In a quick decision, I put the deposit down for the November weekend in March. I was sure that it wouldn't work out, but I was willing to bet the $150.

As November got closer and closer, my excitement grew, but I was still not convinced I would go. I delayed in getting my plane ticket, the hotel reservations and other important details, making sure to give a good attempt at sabotaging it so I wouldn't be let down. But, as the day came, it seemed that all aspects of my journey were taken care of. To my surprise, this plan was working out very smoothly. I arrived early to the large hotel ballroom in the strip mall section of town, ready to be teleported to Planet Hathor...AKA Venus.

I had spent the day snuggling with extra large Western Red Cedars and Sequoias with my dear friends, in the pouring rain of course, so I was ready for anything. With over 500 people at this gathering, I wasn't counting on close personal attention. But that was ok, because I enjoy talking to invisible friends, and I knew there would be plenty to choose from at this event.

Judy Sion hit the stage and had us roaring from the get go. She lovingly introduced her beloved Tom and lay down the workshop laws with us. These guys are into boundaries. No talking, no essential oils, no healing, no sharing, no recording, no pictures, no puppy piles...absolutely no codependent behavior allowed! That was fine with me. After a weekend with them, I was convinced they need to hit the road on a fantastical new age comedy tour. They are gifted entertainers and had us laughing at every opportunity.

THE ENDOCRINE SYSTEM

The theme of the workshop was the endocrine system. 13 to 15th dimensional Hathor beings began to sing through Tom, and they went gland by gland for the weekend. The idea was to transform us into high functioning human beings. To increase our ability to multitask and handle life so we could truly shine in the world.

With the amazing sounds and frequencies that were flowing through Tom, I was sure space ships would be flying out of my ovaries, delivering messages to my pineal gland that would illuminate my thyroid and then all the secrets of the universe would reveal themselves to me in a grand astral ceremony.

But this is what really happened.

I was forced into my body. With each activation, it was like I was being stuffed into myself like a Christmas stocking in a wealthy suburb. Every time I tried to intergalactivate, some force pushed me deeper into my body, all awareness returning into whichever gland was being serenaded. All multidimensional communication was cut off, and instead I sat physically encased in the present moment for the whole weekend.

PANCREATIC PROCESS

In my years of being involved in the healing world, which would be at least my entire adult life, I have spent a lot of time in my glands — except the pancreas — which was curious. When the Hathors hit my pancreas, the shit hit the fan. Images of abuse went flying through me, the bitterness from lack of true intimacy and full presence flooded my brain, feelings I hadn't accessed around past relationships started flying around me like wild bats. It was a confusing mess of sweetness intermixed with violence and my pancreas did not want to digest any of it. It all just sat in there like an angry child, wanting to get away from it all. "No, no, no, no, no, NO!" It said

On the physical level, the pancreas works with regulating blood sugar and secreting digestive hormones into the small intestine. . This was very enlightening considering I have used the help of digestive enzymes since my early 20's, although that has decreased significantly in recent years. It is nestled deep within the body, somewhere between the second and third chakras, which in my healing work is where I consistently see breaks and gaps in the auric field. In the process of life, and of our continual incarnational journey, the digestion of life from the upper chakras down to the lower chakras is a metaphor with great meaning. The pancreas produces the juice that helps us digest life. If your pancreatic juice ain't flowin', then you are not digesting anything. A break will occur in your auric field, and your energy will feel stopped.

On the emotional level, I experienced the longing for nurturing intimacy, sweetness, surrender and safety. I recognized the need to be seen in full presence. My pancreas didn't want to take in, she didn't know how to regulate sweetness because too much violence and disrespect had been thrown at her simultaneously. My pancreas wanted a better experience than that but didn't know how. I simply witnessed and observed these feelings, not attempting to do anything about it. I wouldn't have been allowed to anyway because the Hathors assured me the healing was their gig and just to let it happen.

The healing frequencies coming in through Tom were so powerful. By design, they were quick and efficient, moving emotions and images through with the least amount of drama possible. Plus we had been encouraged by Tom and Judi to process our emotions in a civilized and mature fashion.

We continued through the glands and Tom was such a champion. I really don't know how he can channel all day like that. But I do know that he takes extreme care of himself, showering often between sessions, lying down and not engaging with small talk. I felt incredibly grateful for the gift he has both received and developed fully for our benefit.

Despite the intensity of my pancreatic experience, I left the day uplifted and energized. The feeling of full presence continued as I perused the nearby half price used book store. So here I was, in a strip mall in Seattle, having just completed a full day of interdimensional sound channeling and the book I chose, in the middle of the #occupy movement and collapse of our global economic system, was called "The Richest Man in Babylon." I just went with it. It was a great read.

The next day was all the upper chakra glands, a good time. But again, I had no relief from wild shamanic journeys or paradigm-busting, informational downloads. I just had to sit and be present in my body. All day!! So hard!! With each activation I felt stronger and stronger and by the time the day was finished I truly felt anew. I was expanded, grounded and fully present for life.

BACK TO NEW YORK

Normally after a powerful workshop I need days or weeks to integrate the expansion. In this case, I just needed two days of throwing up. But strangely enough, I felt like a million bucks as I was detoxing. My mind was strong, and even though I needed to pack up my things and go upstate to teach a weekend retreat called 'Healing the Broken Heart,' I was not overwhelmed. Normally this would definitely overwhelm me.

The retreat was a huge success. I taught material to the left brain, led ceremony with my wonderful co-teacher Luba Evans (www.galianaretreat.com), taught energy exercises, became a storyteller all of the sudden, channeled meditations and led a group healing, and played guitar and sang my songs with our new band, Alpha Shaman Divas. I had never played with other musicians and singers and I rocked it like I had been doing it for years. It felt as easy as basic grocery shopping. I was so calm for the whole weekend and slept like a rock each night. When Monday rolled around, I woke up energized and ready to go to work....what?

I have enjoyed an active space out practice since adolescence. Being too present to what was happening was emotionally hazardous. But, I have created a great life now, so I can be fully present for it, I can fully digest it. Since that workshop I have cut down on my space out time about 85 percent. This includes internet time and my craving for sweets. I am consuming about 85 percent less sugar now...what? This results in more productivity and more juice for life! Can someone say high-functioning, multitasking human being?

During the Tom Kenyon workshop my laptop hard drive crashed, of course. Luckily I always keep a back up drive. But when I got home, I had to replace my hard drive on top of the vomiting and preparing for my retreat. I was computerless, so I had to be even more present to what was happening in my body, the lesson continued. But it's what my pancreas wanted — full presence, and it was great. And, unbeknownst to me, the computer shop gave me a hard drive with twice the amount of space!

Thank you Tom Kenyon, Judy Scion and the Hathors. The gifts of the workshop keep giving. Many awarenesses are flowing through me as my system learns how to digest the sweetness of life without violence, and as I get used to being a fully present superhero for this totally awesome life!

Happy Holidays for all! May the sweetness of life be fully digested in the form of Love this Season.

Copyright 2011 CC Treadway. All rights reserved.

About CC Treadway

CC Treadway, founder of Treadway Esoteric, is a healer, channel, sound healer and multidisciplinary artist. She bases her practice out of Sedona, AZ and New York City, as well as long distance through Skype. She is a graduate of the prestigious four-year program, The Barbara Brennan School of healing and teaches a Channeling Certification program, as well as a myriad of workshops on energy healing and consciousness. CC is honored to write for the Spirit of Maat.

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